Truth Is...

The truth is, I never know what I wanted in life. I'm fickle minded but not in a bad way. I've always want to try anything and everything but the funny thing is when I do, I am never content with it. There's always something bothering me. I would want to do the same thing but in a different way. Perhaps not the best way but so long its another way, I'll do it. Sometimes I dig my own grave and yet I still manage to crawl out of the dirt and debris in one piece. I surprise myself sometimes.

I always tell myself everything happens for a reason but yet I question my thoughts. Why? Why does it have to be that way and not another way? Why can't it be done your way and not my way? What if I've never met this person? What if I die tomorrow, what might happen?

There's always a damn question in my mind and there is no way to resolve it. My brain is like a never ending maze and it puts me in a daze(I know it rhymes, awesome huh?) Anyways, stop, look around you, absorb everything and just think about what might happen. The series of events that shapes you, teaches you and what makes you, just plain you.

Its september already. Where the hell did my time go? Everything moves so quick that I'm so scared I'm gonna be married and have 3 kids tomorrow. Holy shit balls.

Aaaaanyways, I think its about time I end this random rant and not bother the virtual world. Its not like the real world is any better. The only world left to discover is the after world and talking about it would be a big problem unless people in the future aren't shit scared about having virtual/physical contact with the dead(that would be cool but scary).

I wish I was on beach right about now with bottle of beer and Gerard Butler next to me. Life is good but no, life just gotta be the way it is. Stagnant and boring. Thank you Lord for family and friends.

P/s: ALL flying cockroaches should just DIE!
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